At first for this fear assignment I wasn't sure want I wanted to do. I have many fears and couldn't really decide on what fear to do. I had planned on just doing something that I enjoy instead of doing something on fear. So that is why I drew a Pikachu picture. I enjoy art and video games so I made this. 

But after I had heard what some peoples fears were it occurred to me that there was a fear that I could talk about and use this drawing for it as well. During this semester I have been having a lot of doubts about what exactly I want to do for a career. I want to make games, that I know I want to do but its what part of making games that I'm not sure about. I been learning how to model and make level so far but I don't know if that is want I want to do. I've been thinking about maybe doing concept art but from what I discovered from my drawing is that I would have to work very hard to get where I should be. So my fear that I'm having right know has to do with me being indecisive. I'm afraid that I wont be able to decided what I want to do and wont make any progress that I need to get better at anything.

Just recently I had questioned what is was that I wanted to do exactly in making games. I've been doing 3D and making game levels in UDK but I wasn't sure if that was what I wanted to do. I started drawing again and it clicked in my head to do concept art. This pictures that I choose to show are two styles that I would like to learn to do. The left is Guild Wars 2 art and on the right is League of Legends art. The two company's that make these games I would love to work for. My goals in order to try to get to this point is to learn Photoshop better so that I can transfer my skills to digital from. I'm good at drawing on paper but Photoshop gives me trouble a lot. I'm gonna have to take classes and practice a lot. I think this is the right choice for me.

• What is the most important thing in your life?                                                                                        The most important thing in my life is my family, because they give me so much support. 
• How does discussing that make you feel?                                                                                                It makes me feel happy talking about my family because I love them so much.
• How does it make you feel about your goals when you think about the amount of time you might or might not have in which to achieve them?                                                                                                         I have short and long terms goals that I think about a lot. Some of my goals I don't have much time to do so those I focus on first. Some of my long term goals are the ones I have trouble motivating myself to work on. The long term goals I try to work on but when I blow it off it makes me feel bad.
• What are your thoughts on the idea that you are in charge of how much time you actually have in a given day?                                                                                                                                                       I agree that only you really control your time.
• What are the limitations your place on yourself?                                                                                  Well whenever I have to go to class 2 hours of my day is spent driving, and its because I chose to carpool up to school, instead of moving up there.
• What are the limitations that are imposed on you by outside sources?                                              Medical problems that happen randomly and events that are very important that cause me to lose time, like weddings.
• What can you do about any of this?                                                                                                      Try to fix my laptop or buy a new laptop so that when I have to go somewhere I can work on some personal projects or homework.